I don’t really read many pages if I don’t know the writers,especially comments(just because my days go so fast).

I’m sure you don’t know me,I think I’m a very emotional person,if I’m happy-I dance for hours,if I’m down-I sleep for hours,if I’m hurt-I cry for hours,if I’m sad-I eat for hours,… but the thing is my vulnerable feelings and sensitive stomach affect my skin so easily (that’s why I like to run,because when I sweat it cleanses my body and skin).

I like your plan,Christina!I’d love to share with you from mine.For now, I’d like to suggest to eat watermelon if you want to cleanse your liver,stomach,…inside.It also helps you to stay healthy when you eat too much salt,sugar, or oil…It’s helping my skin.If you haven’t thought and tried it yet,I’m sure you’ll like it too.

The thing I wanted more to share with you is that your husband’s comment made me cry.I don’t understand myself sometimes,because I do wrong things so easily,and then get down so badly.I’d planned to go to the gym yesterday because I hadn’t been exercising much recently,but something happened and I just went to bed.This morning I grabbed my unhealthy “snack.”

I don’t know what made me to read your post and especially even the comments…but I thank God so much for that.

You’ve made me to spend my day happy and healthy.Thank you very much.

May God water and strenghten your love more,and I can’t wait to read you about more “fruits.”

love

So, what have you been up to? find a place yet?

New York was fabulous. I am going to write a new blog this morning and post some pics from the trip.

I miss you so much. The house isn’t the same without my sweet friends around.

I still have the fish although the frog died and so did one other fish. The rest are doing good. I replaced the light and bought new food so I will keep them as long as I can. They will probably eventually end up with Jason and Chrissy’s friend, Matt. He has lots of fish and will be glad to take them off my hands. When that happens I will be sure to get the tank to Ev.

Call me. I love you!

I am getting on a plane this afternoon and, God willing, by midnight tonight I will be in New York with my baby!!!

I’m so thankful for my wife. Words cannot express. I was swapping stories a couple of days ago with Mike Harris in Detroit when I told him that Christina coming into my life was without question the single greatest act of confirming love by God that I have ever experienced at the hands of another person. I still can’t explain it, but she wanted me when no one else did and embraced me when I was at the lowest point ever.

So resolute was her love that I questioned at first whether she was emotionally stable—perhaps a codependent looking to fix someone, or worse. But no, she simply loved me (though I doubt loving me is ever simple). It still brings tears to my eyes.

So now, after 10 years, she is is proven to be the preeminent human companion of my existence—a better lover, wife, mother, partner, and faithful friend than ever. I will have no other.

I will meet her in New York on Wednesday night and spend five uninterrupted days singularly focused on celebrating her existence. I can’t wait.

Sweetheart, you have always deserved someone much better than me, but I will not question your decision. Your love is a ladder that God lowered into the pit where I had fallen. I was so grateful to climb out of that darkness. But even more than escaping the pit, you’ve helped me to keep climbing toward the heavens.

Despite all the time I’ve lost, all the wrong turns that have slowed my journey, and all the tangled mass of imperfections that remain, with you I truly believe I still have a shot at becoming the man I was supposed to be.

I don’t know what better thing a man can say about his lover, but if there is, you deserve that too.

All my love,

Dean

Of course I’m broke right now and I live in very hilly part of town; but I’m going to start playing soccer with a friend of mine soon. So hopefully that will kick-start things for me.

Good luck with that bikini! I doubt I will ever get to the point where absolutely nothing jiggles. But then, you’re from California, and I’ve noticed that nobody who isn’t thin and beautiful is from there lol.